Disappointed

I'm trying to stay strong with the troubles that are coming in my life. I've continuously pray about it and have left it in God's hands for him to do what's best. I can only do so much, as God will always do what's right in his timeline. My feelings have been hurt because the person that can always turn my day around, must be going through something as well. I've tried getting into contact with this person, but for the past week, no returned phone calls or returned text messages. It takes less than a minute to make a phone call and about 5 seconds to send a text message, so what's the deal? I thought our relationship was much better than that, we had moved past this childish stuff right?

I talked with my parents today about everything going on. Tears were shed, but to me, sometimes I wonder if he deserves my tears. My dad said to not shut the door myself, but let this person do it. I have to be a friend in this situation with whatever this person is struggling with or has doubts about. They have to know that I'm not going anywhere and that if they just start talking, I'm a good and non-judgemental listener. I ask that if you read this, please just be upfront with me. You have been good about that so far. I can't take it anymore with this silence.

This coming weekend, this person has already said they would go to an important event as well as pick me and bring me back to the airport. I still want to continue getting to know you, and you can only push me away if you tell me straight up. I've been praying for you so that God will work in your heart to turn to him with whatever is going on. He has your best interest in mind, and if this is to not work out, then he will get both of us through it. He loves us both!

I care for you and that's not going to change.